So don’t have confirmation yet but I believe it it’s true. But I won’t say that with certainty until I hear it from the state.
I did talk to the dude with the disbarment and I should change what I am posting. Less having to do with his case and more having to do with my recovery in all this. I am actually doing better. I feel better. I got out of bed and did stuff today. I can’t say that is an everyday occurrence around here. It hasn’t been in a year or so. The depression was holding me down.
So we start talking recovery and we wait and we pray that the state makes the just decision to send him to hearing. In all honesty, that is something I want desperately. I don’t necessarily want him disbarred per se, I want to face him in court. I want to look him in the eye. I want him to hear me and I want to hear his defense to all this. I haven’t heard that yet. I want my so-called day in court. If they won’t do it here, fine I’ll go there. I just want to be heard and I want a final say from a governing body that this is rape.
That said, I texted {D} to see if he would answer me about the firing. I’m taunting him, very Monty Python of me. He loves Mexico and I woke up in the middle of the night last night with the thought “the only way he is going to Mexico now is if he goes there to sell a kidney.”
I’m just being mean. I need to stop feeling bad about that though.
Recovery from rape is our next chapter. I am going to try to stop being mean to {D}. It’s down to lawyer jokes now. Also funny aside, I told him for months to do some shifting around in his 401k because retail was dying and yada yada. He didn’t. And he didn’t listen. Now I can take a guess as to his 401k, so I told him “it’s okay, at least you have your 401k.”
Then I told him he was just lucky he wast getting ass raped in prison where he belongs.
I’m really just being a super mega bitch.
I’m feeling empowered. Im feeling heard. Thank you all for that. You all have been pulling me through and making me feel heard. God just the fact they fired him makes me feel heard. People are listening and on my side. Not a single person has blamed me, everyone has been supportive and I can’t thank you enough. I need that.
Okay next post is already a work in progress. I want to talk about the stages of realization to recovery and where I have been and where I am now. It’s been a dark path and I made mistakes along the path. But I’m seeing the light. It is there finally. I had to kind of stop caring about {D} and realize what a piece of shit human he is and how horrible he was to me. I think people don’t get that, the man was horrendous to me in our relationship. He compared my body to other women and told me he loved me but not that much. And just the lies and the gaslighting. Jesus. I am seriously am not even sure I am out of his grips yet. He isn’t doing it on purpose now but he still has power in my mind. I don’t know how to explain that. I still feel bad and worry about him. He never worried about me, so why should I bother worrying about him. That’s going to be the last step is just not caring anymore.
best of the best taunting texts because I'm fucking petty and he raped me and got away with it so I get to make him feel bad
Think of this as Sherman’s march to the sea. Bitch, I ain’t even in Atlanta yet. That’s going to be criminal charges. And you thought that was the apocalypse. Silly goose. Remember video is forever and Irish amnesia is real.
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That by the way was not my doing specifically I have been told they found the website. So they didn’t even see the videos or hear from me directly.
So at that point do you think it’s still not rape? Like you can tell me what happened this time since there is no nda. Did they send the “enforcer” in with a box and have him tell you to get out and walk you to your car like you did with that one guy when you were the enforcer before?
I love Vermont. God if you had done it there anyone would have locked your ass up an d thrown away the key. It really makes me want to move back east. Better people. Thinking about jersey.
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Can you apply at a law firm without disclosing your license is under investigation?
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Come on Dave don’t make me wait for the foia. I do see you are no longer on the court calendar. Did you get fired? I’m kind of sorry and rather shocked, but I’m wondering what you’re going to do. Next bar is in July but you know I will file an ethics complaint wherever you are licensed. See D you should be in prison right now so thank your lucky stars and of course Aaron fucking Ford that this is the worst that is happening. Losing your job over and over and get disbarred in every state. You could be in prison taking in the ass from big bubba. Now you’re just the weirdo rapist lawyer in town and everyone knows what you are and they follow you around taking pictures. I never in my fucking life could have planned this.
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