Renewed

I have yet to be able to confirm anything and I’m not sure what is happening.

But I’m smiling.

I actually yelled at my ex husband about graduation announcements for my son today. I care about minor things again enough to yell at my ex husband about them. This is an emotional breakthrough for me.

I don’t know why this has lifted so much off of me. I mean I’m trying to confirm but mission accomplished in the George W Bush way. I got him out of the AG’s office because he didn’t belong there. That was part of the point of the complaint to the bar.

I still need to put his sorry ass in prison but, knowing I have made him unemployable by basically any government agency means he can never use his power like that again.

I want to like call and cry and thank the attorney general of Vermont profusely for believing me. Once I get this confirmed I am going back at our da and ag. It won’t do anything but knowing that two states have now fired him for something that “can’t be proven beyond a reasonable doubt” might shake them enough to take another look. I’m going to power through the videos and do the notations and just send a group email to all of these people explaining I’m not going to go away ever.

This has renewed me.

Also, I’m getting out of the {D} spell I have been in. Like fuck that dude. This is the consequences of his actions. Don’t like getting fired from government positions? Stop raping women. Pretty fucking simple. That’s a pretty simple code of conduct to live by.

He should be in prison right now. I’m going to let myself feel joy over this tiny victory. I didn’t mean to, but I’m happy it happened. If it happened. For all I know {D} is my anonymous source here.

For anyone reading, I guess I should have done this before but I started a new page to contact me privately. I would love to hear from anyone who may have been assaulted by {D}. I know he has other victims. Please reach out

I am a music geek and I have some tunes I am celebrating with. none of these are threats though they talk about being dead. It metaphorical death. (Sorry not threatening anyone)

the last song has the best line in a song ever:

If life ain't just a joke then why are we laughing